Loving Zoie: March 2009

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Duke's Shower

The girls at dukes threw me a shower today. It was so nice. It turns out that they are just as talented as my california friends with their artistic homemade gifts. Thank you to everyone that came. The shower was Awesome. Love you girls.

Onesies made by Robin

Party favors

The best cupcakes (red velvet and strawberry guava) SOOO YUMMY

Gift basket by Mariah and Kari. Diaper cake By Zelli.

Robin's twins Michelle and Danielle

All the Girls

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

35 weeks and round 2!!

Over the weekend we met up with a friend of derek's to take photos together. Im so happy I live in such a beautiful place. It makes the pictures that much more amazing. It was a little awkward at first because I felt so big, but we had a lot of fun. It was hard for me to be serious..I just kept laughing. Anyways enjoy:)

Thursday, March 19, 2009

You know who you are

Its really sad how people can be so mean and hurtful.

I know who you are so you can stop hiding. You are of a different caliber and I will not associate with you or anyone you know anymore. Too bad you had to try everything for the last 6 months and tell the most awful lies about Derek, someone so very close to you to try and get where you are today. He idolizes you and says such nice heartwarming things about you. You have pretty much sabotaged every chance of Derek proving you wrong because he will never believe it was you who did and said all those things about him. Its really sad that you felt the need to ruin any chance of him being a good father and deprive Zoie of getting to know her fun loving, adventurous, free spirit side that derek would have shown her. Because the minute he showed any interest or that he MIGHT actually not be as bad or as un-involved as you said he would be you took another shot.

Derek and I will always have SOME sort of relationship for the rest of our lives whether you like it or not!! We have a daughter together. And YOU will never be able to take that away!! I will not MOVE to get as far away from him because he is evil like you said. YOU ARE THE EVIL ONE. I will not believe any of the awful things you said about him because they are all lies. Derek is a sweet, warm hearted guy that doesnt have a chance at a happy life because you will always be in the shadow waiting to destroy it!

One day Derek will find out who you are too and that will be your Karma. He will never forgive you!

Here's a picture taken 2 days ago at dinner. Yes we still hang out. I bet that makes you so mad!!

Fun with Natalie and Janet. COME BACK!!!!

Dukes on sunday

Catamaran Ride. I got sick :(

Dinner at orchids in the Halekulani

Sunsets and Diamond head

Thanks for the fun times and virgin cocktails. We are so lucky to have you as friends! Miss you more

Monday, March 16, 2009

It's about ready to come out isnt it?

So yesterday Derek and I did a tour of the hospital. Its really nice kinda similar to Hoag hospital so Im really excited. After, We went to dinner and as we were pulling up to grab a ticket from the parking attendant he said "it's about ready to come out isnt it?" I looked super confused and looked at derek thinking "what is this guy talking about"? Then he pointed and said "your baby?" DUH! I started laughing because it was just a really wierd way of putting it. Anyways he wanted me to park in the handicap spot so I didn't have to walk so far. HA-HA!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Due date

THEY CHANGED MY DUE DATE! Now I'm stressing!!. I went to the Dr. last week and she said I was 33 weeks. When i got home I thought "did she say 33 weeks? because i thought I was 32 weeks!" I figured it must be a mistake so i just ignored it. That didn't work out so well. I started having anxiety and found that I was super restless at night. I was thinking that my sister had bought a plane ticket for the 25th of April so she could HOPEFULLY be here for the birth. So I called the Dr. back just to make sure. Sure enough she said yes you are 33 weeks and your due date is NOW APRIL 21st instead of April 28th! OMG It's getting so close. Btw that's Dereks birthday too. I doubt she will be born on that exact day but it would be funny of he had to share his big day! Don't know how he feels about that! xoxox ash

Friday, March 6, 2009

Pregnant Pictures at 33 weeks:)

I was hesitant to take pictures but thought "what the hell?"! My friend Chad Thurman is a photographer and he has the most beautiful backyard. Here are the PG pictures. I'm actually pretty happy with them:) Thanks Chad!!!